10/19/07
{ 10:05 AM }
B4 i realised i have changed into sum1 new.I dunno wether itz a good things or not.I m afraid of failing but from what i can tell now i m failing.I m afraid if i realy do fail i m gonna change into the old me.sum1 told me it dont matter if u fail or not,if u reali dun wanna change then u wont change.but i m juz afraid i will change.mayb itz good if i change to the old me,i will not drop tears so easily coz of a small thing,i will not b sad bcoz of reasons i dono y,i will b d happi go lucky guy.I JUZ DONO..i dun wanna be in this state mayb i will juz let GOD run my life for me.For those who read this post I hope u dont drop tears.. Matius